MININOVA IS DEAD! :( bastard! But im using MONOVA now. The only god damn reason why I’m here right now writing is because my fucking server is 100% completely CRASHED! FUCK!!! I’m actually done with the whole setting up and reconfiguring and all of a sudden my WINDOWS 2000 crashed! DAMN YOU WINBLOWS!

Tomorrow is Christmas so I’m wishing everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS! HOHOHO! HU HU HI HU HI HU!

OH! almost forgotten! This is a MUST SEE!

I’ve lost a friend a couple days back. I actually met him a day before it happened. I’m no good when it comes to this matter. I’m no good with words too. I’m sorry. It’s just a real shock to me and I’m totally devastated about it.  How I wish I can describe how I feel but I can’t. If you’re somewhere in heaven reading blogs, bro I want you to know that you’re in my prayers and I wont forget you. R.I.P buddy.

My Suzy changed tail lamp!!

I went to KL for a week and it took me 2 days to recover. So effin tired man! I’ll update on the next post. Anyways I’m super happy cuz I got Suzy a present! hahaha!

The “Before” Picture

The “After” Picture

The “After” Picture when light’s on

I should probably take a picture at night. I changed my signal bulbs to LED as well so that it would look like 1 whole set. Though since the Watt of the LED is lower both my signal light blinks really really fast. I got this from GC-Motorsport Uptown Damansara. Big thanx to the guys there who are really friendly and helpful.

Oh I got myself an original Suzuki Sport Cooling Ventilation Grill as well! hehehe! I haven’t installed it yet I didn’t have enough time. I hope I have some time tomorrow. Then I can snap the “Before & After” pictures again hehe.

OH YEAHH! SO HOT SO HOT! I LIKE! I LIKE!

Lets have some fun this beat is sick, I wanna take a ride on your disco stick!

ARGH! Why’s this song keep on playing on my effin brain? HELP! IT CANT STOP LAH!!

This is all your fault Jayne!

I have this feeling, an uncertain feeling. I dont know what it means but I think maybe, just maybe…….. I’m in love!

OMG what am I suppose to do? I can’t stop thinking about you. I see you all the time you know? I close my eyes I see you, I open my eyes I day dream of you, when I go to shit I think of you, when I go to eat I think of you. Last week, right after I left my house to go to KK I think of you. When I reached KK I thought to myself how much I miss you.When I went to KK for 3 days all I can think of is you!  This feeling sucks, really.

Please help me find an antidote :(

I took your pictures without you knowing. Sounds stalker-ish of me but hey what can I do when all I think about is you.

Just looking at your pictures makes me crazy, crazy like a wild monkey that just had 10 shots of tequila straight up! :(

Ah your so sexy lah Suzy Swifto! I’m so into you!

Where is all my crazy funky ideas that I use to have? What am I suppose to do this time? I don’t think I want to fall down just yet. I’m on the brink of a career disaster and I am not ready for failure, not just yet. I have never failed, not even once. I have so much to learn and to try. It’s already been 3 years now that I started all this and believe me, I have fought the impossibles. I have been laughed at too many times but here I am still standing. You say I got no balls? I fought you. You say I’m crazy & stupid trying to do the impossible? I fought you. I’m pretty sure to you, I’m here talking & boasting about myself but to be honest, there are times when I feel like crying because the pressure is just way too much for me to handle. I’m just a little man trying to prove that I am capable of living my own life the way I want it to be. With that, I have become 1000 times better than I was when I first started. I have the ultimate knowledge which not a lot of people would get or experienced. I have spent countless nights working & plotting for a better game, a better future. I am what you call a “One Man Show”.  Yeah sounds big right but It isn’t actually. But with all that I have experienced, why does it seem like I’m still falling down? Where is all these ideas I use to have? What seems to be the problem? Am I getting old? Or am I just too exhausted of the game? Or am I just out of my league?

I’m just a simple guy trying to live the dream. Isn’t that what everyone wants to achieve? Developing yourself to become the best at what you do and the best at what you can become of? There’s so many questions running & jumping inside my brain. I just don’t know what’s the best option/decision for me right now.

WHERE THE FUCK IS GUIDANCE WHEN YOU NEED THEM THE MOST?

Where the fuck are you, man? Come out you little shit.

ARGH! This is depressing. This is suffering. I’m hating it. If god is beside me then please I beg of you, show me the way. Show me where the path to the light is. Where the fuck are you Guidance? I need something. Just a little something to turn everything around and get back on track.

If nothing happens then I’m just another loser. I didn’t come from a rich family nor do I even have a diploma in my hand. What am i suppose to do in 2 months if I go down?

The real truth is, I don’t know man. I’m not praying for hope. Really I’m not.  I’m really sad & I’m really lost, but then again, I’m just trying to force things to go my way.  Wanna walk with me side by side? Cuz, well It’s been too long I walked by myself you see. I’m not asking much but we’ll see how the ending will be together, okay? :)

I’m 100% sure that no one knows what I’m talking about right now but dude that’s the whole point! haha. Let it just be the ones that knows about it knows and keep it to themselves.

The real reason why I’m writing this post is because I want to share with you guys my latest desktop screenshot. Yeap! I’ve finally used Windows Vista and as much as I hate to say this, It’s been doing quite well for me. (ARGH!) Though I hated a few features of Windows Vista, such as the ask permissions to perform tasks. I find it rather annoying. And not to mention that Vista eats a lot of resources but I guess that’s normal. As for compatibility issue for 3rd Party software’s, so far the only problem I had was when I was trying to install Nero 6 and apart from that there seems to be no other problems, yet. So again, as much as I hate (really really hate) to say this, overall I’m impressed (NOOO! smack my head!)

Some of the features that I like on Vista worth mentioning are Vista AERO, the sidebar widget and the medium size icons. AERO is actually somewhat cool. I know that Compiz has more effects and 10 million times cooler than AERO (Compiz rules!), but I think for a Windows operating system that eats resources like a pig, it’s enough for me. I love the sidebar widget simply because I get to see the weather report, nothing more. ahaha! =P Sediakan jacket sebelum hujan you know!

So my conclusion for the whole Vista story is, overall I’m satisfied with it and I would indeed recommended it to any novice users but simply because it’s WAY easier to use than XP. Even though sometimes it’s just straight up annoying and graphically, I still love Linux & Compiz no matter what. hehe!

Hence I introduce you my new desktop screenshot!

Click the thumbnail above to have a better view.

Here’s my screen shots. (Click for larger view =)

Well as you can see I might not be as good as you think, but who cares as long as I’m having fun.

I’m also addicted to Facebook’s Knighthood. Though somehow the creator’s server is SO damn slow that it takes ages to even do 1 little thing. I’d post a link for you guys but then TOO BAD the bloody server’s down again. Please get yourselves a better server dudes cuz I need to play them games. =)

So, anyone’s into Family Guy? Yea well my friends all said that it’s kind of old but hey took me like a week or so to finish up downloading them from Season 1 to Season 6. Somehow I’ve been into it alot. And I’ve been watching on a daily basis. haha. I’m addicted to silly funny stupid things. So I was thinking if you’ve got anything that I’m into then provide me with more infos man? man? man? (no, it’s not a typo)

Ah yea how’s work you say? We’ll I’m trying to slow things down now since I plan to move to somewhere. I’ve 3 on-going projects left and which 1 of them is almost done after almost a year’s of development and 2 more should be done in a week or so.

“Moving” is a big word for me, though everything is still unclear but I’m beginning to believe that it’s worth trying something new right now. The past few months I’ve been thinking back about all the things I’ve done and the problems that I’ve ran into and I’m kind of tired of doing what I’m doing now. I find it really hard to focus on things that matters (especially in the business side of things). Self confidence is one thing. Somehow I’m having trouble to find back that self-confidence “magic” that I use to have.(ceeeeeeewah! hehe) OR most probably I’m just too tired and need a vacation ni? hahaha. Now there’s a decision to make and it’s all in a matter of days to make up my mind. WISH ME LUCK! ehehehehe (laugh like Peter Griffin). Anyway, thanks for reading my crap =)