You make me so miserable. Ef you for making me feel this way all the time.

I’m so depressed these past few days. FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE! It’s about to end. I’m feeling suicidal too.

So whats the story? I’m too hooked with work this whole 2 weeks that I am kind of a lost cause. I’m trying to figure out a lot of things which I don’t even know how and where to start. FML. It’s OK it’s only a matter of time. Anyways I’m more active on Twitter these days. I’ll see if I can link it with this blog. Oh I think Korean chicks are hot. Don’t you think so? Ex. Wonder Girls. They’re all hot. Why aren’t all Malaysian girls hot like in Korea? Is it because of the climate? TELL ME! haha

I kinda like this song by Yuna

I want to update more tutorials but my desktop’s kinda busted. 2 nights ago I accidentally slapped my 1TB HDD to the floor. How awesome is that?

I also got into someone’s drama that night. Make it 3 dramas in 1 night. That’s messed up right? I’m so bored. These people need to grow up. Be a man and do the right thing. Just like what Russell Peters would do. Trust me, I don’t need to know about how you cant take care of life. I don’t need to know how you got jealous so easily with someone you don’t even know well. I don’t need to know how you have to depend on me to have girls and when you don’t you blame everything on me. Seriously people? I have my own fucking bullshit life to deal with you see. I have my own love problems, I have my own life to take care of, I have my own sex life to worry about. I don’t like to say so much if I’m in a situation, if I do feel lost, I’d just be emo for a day then think back and stratergize. Take it like a real man and DO IT. 1 baby step at a time at least. Whats wrong with you people? Gimme a break la. Your drama is not the end of the world. Stop being so EMO about little things. Everything can be solved. If you’re smart, and you have a brain that means you can think straight, plan and strategize your next move and not depend on your emotional feelings so much. Whats so hard? That’s how you do the right thing you idiots. Well at least that’s how I do it.

P/S: Sorry for the quick blabbering. I’m too lazy to edit and/or give a shit.

Hello peps.

Just wanted to say Gong Xi Fatt Choi to everyone I know :)

Btw, I spent my CNY in KK and it was actually awesome! I had a good time chillaxin’ with my friends since the moment I reached KK until I go back to Labuan. Gambling everyday sure is crazy! hahaha! It sure was sad leaving everything behind. I had to be in denial for a day or two LOL! I have really great friends over there and I appreciate it. Thanks buddies! See you in Labuan next month!!!! :D

WOW! I forgot I have a blog. hahaha.

I havent written anything in this thing for a year. NICEE! Ok lah so I wanna write some shat, I would normally say ‘Im sorry I was just busy. I got no time no time no time’ – to people who gets pissed at me for not showing up or something but I dont think its appropriate to use that line right now. Im writing crap :D CRAP CRAP CRAP! :D

OK so what do I feel like I wanna talk about? LETS SEE…… 2010, whats been happening over the past 1 year? Well, I pretty much loved 2010. It rocked my balls! :D I had the bestest times of my life! I had SO MUCH fun, I met a lot of new interesting friends and some of them, they ROCKED and still is ROCKIN’ my life! :D I do get my UPS & DOWNS almost all the time -  in career, love and life itself. Though I’ve become a stronger person mentally not physically, haha. I’ve grew fatter because I’m HAPPY! and I don’t care? I do a little exercise once in awhile, yeah u know what I mean ;)  just kidding?

I progressed in giving myself more time to relax and cut down the working hours. I can actually sleep early once in awhile. I traveled a lot the whole year but not to a few places but just to ONE particular place :P I broke up with my ex early last year and it wasn’t actually that easy for me. I didn’t feel down for too long though but I cant stop feeling like an idiot for ever being with her. But whatever. It’s history yooooooow!  I still suck at this whole dating thing btw. Everytime I thought I like someone they turn out to be someone not worth my time. I’m seriously thinking about taking courses or just call Hitch. hahaha. Joking. I made bear to a normal person last year. Although actually there’s a lot more shit to be done but I guess it’s all good… for now. Papi found the meaning of life. hahaha. ITS ALL GOOD!

To end my crap, which I’m very sure no one in this world is reading and but me, I want to say 2 things. 1) 2010 I will never forget you, EFFF YOU for being so AWESOME! 2) The real shat – Life in the year of 2010 has been nothing good to me.  I gotta say that I’m proud and happy for myself :P AND like Papi I too found the meaning of life.  Whats the meaning of life for me you say?

Be a “Rock Star” in your own way ALL THE WAY and you will achieve Legendary! After that, no matter what happens you know you’ve LIVE that life everyone wants. Its like having a Legendary status stuck on your forehead! :P